Saturday, May 08, 2004

Been away too long.

Lingering too long. Longing to linger. Flirting with disaster. Ducking from somnambulism. Decrying fatigue. Sipping away concerns. Imagining myself amazing. Waking to the actual reality. Fighting with myself. Developing a relationship with the refrigerator. Fighting with myself some more. Missing out on the obvious. Investigating the subtle. Avoiding obligations. Self actualizing on behalf of others. Asking the questions. Forgetting the answers. Singing loudly. Crying softly. Laughing unevenly in between. Obsessing about it all. Complicating the process. Contemplating help. Passing time. Hopping on one foot. Shifting. Hopping on the other foot. Still hopping after all these years. Seeking solace. Winding up. Sitting down. Lending credence. Having faith. Aspiring to grace. Walking up the steps. Simplifying patterns. Learning happiness. Accepting changes. Finding the right way.

Enough free association for one evening. Classic work avoidance, but given that it is late Fri night/early Sat morning - I am feeling entitled to a little verbal kookiness.

More is required. Less will be provided. Amends will be made.

G'Night. Sleep claims even the most stubborn little camper...

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